September 2011
Susan Stewart, On Longing (via mythologyofblue)
I question this. In theatre, the only souvenirs are those of the mind. There is no need for an tangible object to help remember (I’ve even stopped taking programs). Even though the “materiality” of theatre escapes it’s not the product of the narrative we are selling. Theatre, and other intangible ephemeral arts, sell experience. Experience happens in the moment, not in the past so there is no need to hold onto a souvenir.
Ketty Lester - I’m a Fool to Want You
How many women wrote beautiful novels and stories and poems and essays and plays and scripts and songs in spite of all the crap they endured. How many of them didn’t collapse in a heap of “I could have been better than this” and instead went right ahead and became better than anyone would have predicted or allowed them to be. The unifying theme is resilience and faith. The unifying theme is being a warrior and a motherfucker. It is not fragility. It’s strength. It’s nerve. And “if your Nerve, deny you –,” as Emily Dickinson wrote, “go above your Nerve.” Writing is hard for every last one of us—straight white men included. Coal mining is harder. Do you think miners stand around all day talking about how hard it is to mine for coal? They do not. They simplydig.
You need to do the same, dear sweet arrogant beautiful crazy talented tortured rising star glowbug. That you’re so bound up about writing tells me that writing is what you’re here to do. And when people are here to do that they almost always tell us something we need to hear. I want to know what you have inside you. I want to see the contours of your second beating heart.
So write. Not like a girl. Not like a boy. Write like a motherfucker.
Neutral Milk Hotel - King of Carrot Flowers, Pt. 1
I heard this song played live last night by jeff mangum. happiness I can’t even explain.